First Day

So today is Blane's first day of school and I am so proud of the son we have raised. I am sure you all are wondering how I did today and I did pretty good........

yeah right! I bawled like a baby once I got in the car. I was actually fine until Madyson started crying because we were leaving her bubba. :( her cry was so pitiful and it broke my heart. For the past 2 years Blane and Madyson have been hip to hip at daycare and so I just realized that this will effect them too.

I was at the stop light by his school when it hit me like a brick wall.....OMG, today is the day Blane starts school.....where did the past 4 years go?......Will he do ok by himeself?...all these thoughts running through my mind. I thought I was prepared for this day but I guess I wasn't. So a little piece of advice to all my moms out there...no matter how much you prepare yourself....you are not prepared.